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Who’s in control?

general thoughts

Well, our 2000 van with 95,000 miles may be on it’s last wheels.  “Could be a speed sensor, worst case scenario is the transmission.  Have to wait to diagnose later this week,” said my mechanic.  I took the news calmly, “whatever, it’s up to God, the Lord is in control.”  I spoke with a family member about our situation and she flipped out:  “What about the timing and your travel plans?  What about the cost?  I’ll send you a check, I’ll make some phone calls, you do this and this and this.”  Who’s in control of the situation?  “We’ll deal with this one day at a time and wait upon the Lord and pray,” was my response.  When the flood waters of life rise up (and they are powerful at times), who is mightier?  Has God lost control of this situation?

Psalm 93 speaks to our circumstances, when the flood waters of life rise up.  We must put our trust in the Lord, He is in control of the situation and mightier than the waters.

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suffering, injustice, discontent, and finding God’s glory

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I don’t suffer nearly as much as others do.  Perhaps what I go through does not deserve to be called suffering.  Yet, the hard things I experience are real for me and what I can feel as “suffering.”  Many events have come to a head this past week which leads me to new ideas and fresh dealings with my “sufferings”.  In many ways I already know this information in my head but as life is lived, God speaks in new ways and shows new insights and applications.  He also continues to mold and shape me and is gracious to me despite my thick-headedness.

My discontent and grumblings and complaints about my suffering is sin.  Dwelling on how “bad” and “unfair” things are denies God’s goodness and grace and says to Him, “You made a mistake, you are not in control, you don’t know what you’re doing.”  This all is displeasing to Him and doesn’t play out well in my life.

How could Paul rejoice and have hope in prison?  I’m sure he must have had some hard days, but he found God’s glory and His grace in those hard events.  Can’t I do this?  Can’t the same Holy Spirit work this in my life?

I have complained and grumbled and not asked God or sought Him out in these sufferings.  Sufferings and “deserts” we go through are designed to draw us closer to Him and lean on Him and see Him show up.  It has become a regular prayer of mine now to ask Him to “incline my heart” and “please let me see your glory in these events.”  I have to confess that my heart these past 2 or 3 days has been softened and my attitude improving.  I pray and ask for daily filling through all these difficulties.

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anxiety

Bible passages, general thoughts

Matthew 6:25-34 25 “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? 26 Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life? 28 And why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin, 29 yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 30 But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31 Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. 34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

 

“Why are you worrying about food and clothing?  You’re more important than the birds and flowers – don’t you think I’m big enough to see this and take care of you?  Seek me and my kingdom first, everything else will fall into place.  Be faithful with what I’ve given you and stop worrying about what will happen tomorrow – there’s enough to deal with today.”

I lose sight of God’s sovereignty and care – it’s still a lesson I need to learn.  There is my part to play and my work to do, but He is in control.  I can’t bring things about on my own by my hard work.

“Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness” – how do I do that?  What does that look like?  Preach and teach, raise the kids, be a husband, counsel, disciple, mentor, pray (need to put pray first in that list) – all gospel activities.  “Abide in Christ, pray without ceasing…”

I have so much to still learn…

I have read and taught and preached on these verses ad nauseum, but God continues to speak to me in a fresh way every time I deal with them again.  I have been struggling with these very issues of worry and anxiety (raising kids, finances, people not attending church) and I am quick to get angry and discouraged.  I pray and ask God for His Word and voice, then it hits me when I’m reading and studying with the youth tonight – these words again.

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discouragement

general thoughts

I find myself discouraged today, with ministry mostly.  Searching for help, I came across the article from John Piper at this link.

Very refreshing and helpful.

God bless you.

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discouragement

general thoughts

I have been feeling discouraged in the ministry lately.  Doing a quick search, looking for some solace, I came across this article.  I found it comforting and helpful.

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